Very personal challenge

Thank you, my dear friends – Illy and MrToasty, and also the others – I build more and more this puzzle-alike situation to a picture with your help. And even if this picture is horrifying me, even if I see more and more the inevitability of my (and her) fate, I’m glad to know, I’m not alone on my stony way.

Anyway, the strange signs on the labels are according submission of Illy and translation of MrToasty “there” and “es“. What shall it mean? I thought about psychoanalytic “es”, but I suppose, it doesn’t make any sense, since “there” isn’t translation of “es”. Whatever it is, I don’t try to figure it out, because Erika is waiting for me in a basement. And this is the most important thing in my life. I hope, my… so-to-called “friend” cares also about her sustantation. Otherwise… No, I don’t want to think about it. I don’t want and I don’t dare.

I have now a key, and I’ll enter a tower today. As Illy said, my “friend” gives me now some hints. And he is sure, everything I do causes my destruction. This impossible coward… He doesn’t want me to find Erika, he knows already, I know already she is already here. And this already is swinging like the Sword of Damocles above his head.

I’ll prove you wrong. I won’t fail like on that day in Paris. And I won’t die like Lion’s Paw.

I enter my future, and if somebody will be destroyed – it will be you, my dark “friend”.

He gave a hint (as Illy said me), I should look for a heart. I don’t know, whether it’s symbolic or not, I’l look for it, whatever is it.

I hope, you are on my side, my friends.